IBU

Sembilan bulan kau mengandung.

Tak ada rasa sesal di dihatimu,

Dirimu tak pernah menyerah.

Merawat dengan penuh kasih sayangmu.

Aku selalu bahagia.

Bila kau selalu ada di sisiku.

Tak pernah bisa ku membalas.

Semua pengorbanan selama ini.

Ku selalu ada untukmu.

oh IBU pelita hidupku.

IBU.IBU KU KAN SELALU SETIA UNTUKMU..

IBU.IBU HIDUPKU HANYA UNTUKMU..

OUT NOW

SEBUAH NASEHAT KEHIDUPAN

Berawal dari pulang sekolah nganterin mbog lewat bumiharjo,

lebih tepatnya di Warung Bakso Ciliwung, melihat bapak2 tukang parkir sedang muter2 cari uang..

terlihat di depan warung ada anak keciL permpuan seumuran 14 tahunan sambil memegang hp qwerty china yang lagi osom sekarang..

bapak itu menghampiri anaknya yang ternyata anak perempuan itu,

dengan mengasihkan uang 3 atau 4 lembaran uang seribuan..

"iki lho nak", kata si bapak

"halaaaaaah, kurang paaak gawe nang warnet lho"jawab si anak sambil mainan hapenya itu..

cukup singkat percakapan yang aku lihat itu, TAPI begitu besar pelajaran yang aku ambil dari sesuatu yang sangat berharga tadi..

entah bagaimana perasaan bapak itu tadi, pasti sakit..

tidak usah dijelaskan tentang pekerjaannya,

tapi hasilnya? susah...

dan entah apa yang dipikirkan anaknya tadi, dimana otak dan perasaannya saat berkata seperti itu kepada orang tuanya yang sudah susah2 kerja buat keluarga?

sontak airmata langsung menetes dipipiku saat itu djalan..

aku akui, aku kurang bersyukur ketika orang tua mengasihkanku uang jajan tiap hari..

mana balasanmu puut? jangankan balasan, berkata terima kasih aja ga pernah kaan??

dan setelah melihat pelajaran berharga tadi, aku jadi sadar..

betapa pentingnya rasa bersyukur itu..

i love you maa, pakk (':

BY : MARTINA PUTRI PRATAMA

Novi Elyana Lestari

if you read this I hope you know that forever I will love you as strong as my heart even though I know your heart is not for myself, I realized I was wrong yesterday have turned away from you but that is all I do is just to relieve boredom, I'm also a guy who needs the love and affection . and now I realized I could not run away from you and your love!

first, now and until at any time  I will always love you with all my heart.!!!

18 - 08 - 2008

"i like it when you're here, i mean here with me, not because you're naked in my bed, but because you're here with me, where i can see you, where i can taste you, where i can smell your scent, and yeah, naked"

Alm. MBAH MARIJAN

Mischievous Hands

NOVI ELYANA LESTARI = NDUD :D

This kind Of silence

this wont be enough
all of our conclutions
silence pulls us further
but we both have much to say

but words are like knives
they will cut us deep
but who will survive?
we dont want to see

reconcile,
leave it all behind
tell me what you want
‘cause i wont mind
i wont mind.

this will take some time
i’m willing to compromise
put aside the pride
and put the bottle down

one word
and i will be relieved
talk back
it’s just fine with me

AS HAPPY AS I CAN BEE

A Good thought to carry

stop looking for the right girl, try to be the right guy

I FEEL ALRIGHT SO PLEASE DON’T GET ME RESCUED

C E C E

Holiday With My Girlfriend

I WILL NEVER FORGET...

I LIKE

-t-shirts
-midnite drive
-midnite calls
-dibangunin (by the right person)
-movies
-shoes
-internet
-free stuff, free samples, free free free
-naik motor berdua
-tall buildings
-strangers to talk to
-parents
-anak kecil
-going to places
-comeback home reeeaaaalllly late
-listen to stories
-orange tic tac
-being missed
-games
-song writting
-stay up late, wake up early

I HATE

-asep rokok
-laba-laba
-serangga di gelas ku
-ngambil barang yang gak sengaja jatoh
-motor yang menghalangi jalan
-dateng telat
-ingkar janji
-tulisan jelek
-anjing buduk sok manis
-kecoa terbang minta diperhatiin
-lupa bawa sesuatu dan sadar pas jalan udah lumayan jauh
-gak punya duit
-gak punya pulsa
-menunggu
-sendiri (kadang2)
-clubbing
-people who brags
-people who doesnt take me seriously
-ada yang mau cerita trus bilang "gak jadi"
-banyak nyamuk dikamar
-lupa naro sesuatu
-impolite people

Hello, Future Girlfriend.

Earlier I was taking mental inventory. On everyone, everything, all of the past events for the last few months and stuff. It made me think. Why do I want what I want? Do I want what I want? Should I take a step forward? or should I really be worried about if I need to be taking a step backwards?

I feel like I am just stuck in neutral. I know what I want to do and also what I should or could do. I'm not sure which I need to be doing though. Which one will be more beneficial. Will they be equally beneficial? or will neither path pay off? What are my motives? I would really like to answer these questions. However, I'm not sure that I can. This is a very interesting part of my life and I am eager to see how it will play out.

Until then, I think that in order to be able to answer these questions, I will need to regroup, reorganize, and re-prioritize. I have been a little bit irresponsible lately and I would really like to put more effort into important things, like putting things in priorities. I should slow down and think about everything. I should slow down and enjoy simple things. I should probably also slow down and think about what I say, what I do, and how I spend my time. From now on, I am going to try to make a conscious effort to focus more on what is important and less on what is not.

If you read all of that, then kudos to you.

Bali,Bali,Bali....

msh ingat saat perjalanan ke bali kondisi tubugq tak baik dan di rawat oleh B.ndari....

mksh ya bu....

dah di perlakukan kayak anak sendiri....

tpi waktu nyampek hotel malah pesta minuman sma teman"....

asikkkkkkk hhhooooooo

Pengen ke bali lagi ,tpi yang lama agar bisa liat bule"....

hahahahha

NEVER FORGET YOU ALL MY FRIENDS,,,

BEFORE........

Masih abu-abu putih......

AFTER.....

Corat coret dan pawai merayakan kelulusan...

yeahhhh....

Pre-emptive strike against decrepitude

wow. what strong words to start an entry, i don't even know what decreptitude means.. just read it on the back of some dvd cover. and it sounds cool, so yeah.

oh well.




LIFE!

i think it's really funny how the saying "once you stop wanting something, you get it" always seems to ring true.

but then what happens when you start wanting it again?


uh welll right now i'm writing this as a journal.
i guess it depends on what i keep writing and then i'll decide





i really don't think you people read my blogs. but then again i wonder if some people do, and then you people get inside my head and it's kinda creepy but then again kindaaaa comforting.

ahaaaaaa so....

things are changing
really fast





i've been in a bloggy mood lately,
this morning before i went to bed, i've watched load of dvds, and made crappy rap music that i will probablyyyyyy put somewhere for people to hear. people like you. i suppose....






yeah, lately all of my dreams have been in Europe.
weird? slightly.



i don't think that anyone has been as ready for the weekend as myself.
so much to look forward to, so much to get away from

am i the only one that thinks our life exam schedule is screwed up? i mean seriously, why the hell would you schedule them with a weekend right in the middle?

i have so much exciting music on my ipod. but you know, it makes me kind of depressed because i can't listen to ALL of it.
today i had 7/11 chicken katsu for dinner
and
basically the overput cheese made me want to vomit.
however, it was delightful
just
very greasy





okay
time to go do something constructive

see ya.

hey wait. you wanna see some oddity? my neighbor's dogs got stuck while doing wahoo.













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25 THINGS I'D DO IF YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND.

1. Make you smile when you are down

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice
3. Stick up to you, but still respect your independence
4. Give you the remote control everytime we watch tv
5. Come up behind you and put my arms around you
6. Play with your hair
7. My hand will always find your hand
8. Be cute when i really want something
9. Offer you plenty of massages
10. Dance with you, even if i feel like a dork
11. Never run out of love
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious
13. Realize im being funny when i need to be serious
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready
15. React so cutely when you hit me, though it actually hurts
16. Smile a lot
17. Plan a romantic date full of things i wouldnt normally do because i know it means a lot to you
18. Appreciate you
19. Help others out
20. Drive for hours just to see you
21. Always give you a kiss when you leave, even when my friends are watching
22. Sing even if i cant
23. Always try to make you laugh
24. Stare at you
25. Call for no reason