I want it

A good thought to carry

Im ready to conquer the world
a world of my own, hidden below my deepest thought
a world of thought that always been haunting me
a world of ambition, not hatred
a world of changes and chances
a world of hopes, not dreams
not just joy, tears nor fear
beyond that, there's a ghost waiting to be rejuvinate
this soul will someday conquer all my fear
and balance my joy and tears to maintain a head-straight everytime i pass thru

everything has an end, and you could start over anytime

im telling you the truth, there is no lie
not just a copy-pasted words that has no meaning
this came from my very heart
it's time to prove a better qualities of ourselves
take a look around, other places
we are young, and someday we'll get old
someday you will have a family to feed
and kids that will look up to you
so grow up
forget envy
it has been corrupting you this many years.

Maybe I'm one of the alien species

I love it when someone care enough to be my friend.

and i'm sorry, i'm not arrogant, i'm just timid. so excuse me if you remember talking to me and i didn't look you in the eye. i hate it when i see through you and notice the things that i don't really want to know. sometimes it is better to just hide the truth that i don't wanna hear or things that i don't really wanna know about.

i don't usually say "hi" when i meet people i dont know quite well, but i'd be cool enough to spare my time for those who intended to talk or just say a simple "hi". i don't really care who they really are, or how they judge me.. much i know i'd be glad to help when someone needed help. as i remember, i made friends with all kinds of people.

and i care about my friends, but i also care about myself. I want to quit smoking but unlucky until now I have not been able to stop but I always try to minimize it in advance of bad luck and I can. so even though I do not smoke blow smoke in front of my face. 8 of 10 of my friends who smoke a lot and I always think how long they will survive. i hate hypocrits, i love cracking conspiracies, i love learning new things and keeping up with new potentials. i hate ungrateful people, i hate people who doesn't appreciate others, and i like people the way they are. if you are nice enough and you have problems and you feel like sharing, i'd be glad to help.

R.P

WHATEVER

whatever happens, whatever the risks, whatever the obstacles, whatever the obstacles, whatever to sick and fall, whatever the impact, any bad, anything good, whatever form it takes and whatever it all! I do not care.

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

A.S.P

I HOPE IT

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